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LYRICS
The sun comes up, but I don't feel it on my face. The leaves start falling but the seasons never change and my brother says come out but I just stay away. And indulge in the loneliness to avoid all the pain.
Now it's dark when it's light and the spark in my eyes burning low I should call up my friends. I've been trying my best to get our of this bed, but I think there's something wrong with my head.
Oh I break everything that is good 'cause I cannot see the good inside. And trust me if I could I would change the chemicals inside my mind.
But it's a long long way up that hill past all the dead grass and the thoughts that could kill It's a long long way up from hell But I, I am getting well.
My father calls me up and asks me how I am. He says that he'll stop by if I ever need a hand and I take that call but I don't talk for very long I always hang up first and tell him please don't worry mum
'Cause it's dark when it's light and it's hard but I'll try to be better than I was back then. And I'll run out of breath 'til I'm out of this mess. God knows I'm trying my best.
Oh I break everything that is good 'cause I cannot see the good inside. And trust me if I could I would change the chemicals inside my mind.
But it's a long long way up that hill past all the dead grass and the thoughts that could kill It's a long long way up from hell But I, I am getting well.
Even if I still need help, I am getting well. Even if it's hard to tell, I am getting well.
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