It’s the 31st of December and im thinking about the past year, watching back the show we filmed in Dublin, and a whole bunch of other stuff and im realising its sort of a debilitating level of gratitude I feel about it all.
like i have to kind of be able to numb it in a way at moments, because if i felt this way all the whole time i dont think id be able to move or get anything done. Id just be sitting here constantly like wow wtf is happening.
but yes in moments like now, where im able to feel it for a second, its just sort of hard to explain how much of it there is.
And im really glad we have these documents of each year so i can watch it back on my front porch when im 87 and a half.
